~Randomizing the life of work~

Yes, I'm heading up to Sydney next year to live and work. It is a good thing as I have to go somewhere new again to start all over after nearly 5 years in Melbourne which my life is getting bored.

People can just randomly said that "You have me what". For me, it's just bullshit and I will not believe in that sort of sentence as it is so naive to give a plain promise. People won't understand what it really meant to some people as it is not a joke as some people still believe that there are people that can be still trusted and rely on in any situations. I'm naive but I still believe that this person will still exist in this world. So, don't be stupid and just give me plain promises as I can still remember after 10 years of what you have promised me in words and day.

Well, I'm leaving and I'll miss my after work drinks with my workmates at Endota Spa from Port Melbourne where we always go to Prince Alfred Hotel just few blocks away from us at Bay Street. Cool thing to cool off the temperature after so many years of nothing drinking beer. Pure Blonde is not my type as I have headache after drinking and you'll ended up seeing me going to sleep and take panadeine.

~Life in Melbourne~

4 and half years in Melbourne was the thoughest decision that I've made to come over. Not a friend nor a family members to rely on but I've still survive for that long years. Not any of the Melbourne memories made me think back twice. Nothing I've done is regretful but once and I've to move on again. Life in Melbourne was nothing great as weather is crazy, people are not really that nice compared to Geelong (where my heart usually goes), more clubs, pubs and bars that young people are investing their money into it, but there was once I had fun with some friends that don't go to this places.

I was happy with the first 3 years but after that nothing made me happy, I think it's time to leave this place as my heart is getting colder with Melbourne. Nothing made me stay for longer as my duties are done so far. Graduated twice, found jobs, got my PR, had a car and had a courier but just no man in Melbourne. Maybe it's good because I got to do what I need to be done first and man was not in the list until someone comes up to me one day. As long as my family is with me, nothing make me sad. I'm happy to leave Melbourne as the duties are done.

~Lost in love~

Tuesday that was gone, I spoke to Margot - Payot Distributer for our spa about I don't know whether I'm good in being a beauty therapist cause people just do not listen to what you want to try to make themselves healthier.

Margot said that I have the HEART, I'm perfect for my job. It's hard to have a beauty therapist that have the thoughts that would want to care for others.

I'm touched and delighted to know that she understands me on that spot because there were not many people know about it. Just a few I can say whom is my family and closest friends. I might forget your birthdays and your beloved anniversary. How I know you and how we all became friends. How we became so close and what drew us to be such besties. But it's all about caring and friends who are in need indeed in help.

I'm emotional when people that I love and care are no longer going to be just kms away from my house but have to fly to a specific destination to see them and gives a good long friendship or loving hugs. It's true that I have to go out more often to find friends but I'm too traditional because long friendships are hard to build. If I have a boy friend that can go shopping and has girlie chats with me, I'm awfully delighted to have you onboard too. I think I sound desperate but I can tell you the truth. I'm desperate and I do miss my closest friends.

~The Song - Collide~

This song makes me think of someone.
So hard to be together as things just doesn't work the way you wanted.
Or maybe the someone...
You know what I mean or what I want to say.

What I want?
I don't know.
What I don't want?
I don't know either.
But I know I want it dearly but it might not work the way I wanted.

I hope, I wish and I do want it still...

~Simple is better~

I craved for things that are impossible for me to have when I was a kid but I craved no more. Now, I just crave for simple things in my life that I just don't want to get hurt and be safe in the compound that I know how to get there and be comfortable. You can say that I'm stupid for not craving more things but I died from craving too much in my life years ago. Things can change unless I change myself - it's another stupid thing for me to wait for that special someone to pull me out from the black box but who will that somebody be?

Hope that that somebody will always be there to not let me get hurt cause I cannot stand for another hopeless thing. I want it to last and it will just last till I die. That's the only thing that I craved the most at these time of my life. If it comes, it comes - I don't want to be a doll to make every one happy and I'm not happy myself for my life. Might just say that the bubbly happy Adriana Tan has long gone before she came to Australia.

I don't want to think - I just want to DO.

~Vain, Naive or Bitchy Friends?~

Why friends have to be so judgemental towards another friend whom they almost knew all the high school years until now?

Yes, I used to have friends like these but I just tend to slowly not contact them cause they are not good to be with. Why do you have to say things that are so hurtful to hear and to think? Don't you have anything better to do than gossiping and bitchy about other people's appearances or life or whatsoever they are doing to themselves. Think about yourself, you are no greater than them unless you think you have achieve more things compared to them. If you are already married, you might just have to think properly when you say about other people cause you are being said behind your back too.

My mom always tell me - do not talk about other people's bad things because you might just get the same thing happen to you. Yes, I've gone through that and it is true that when you think back, the things did happen to your life.

You can say things about anyone cause you all know them more than I do but if they treat me badly - that's it - it's bye bye friend... Not even a hi bye friend at all. If they treat me nice, it'll be hurtful to hear what you all have just said about them. No wonder, a friend of mine said THERE ARE NOTHING FOR US IN MALAYSIA. True, there are nothing but at least my family and memories are there. To ask me to go back for good? NO WAY! That's my answer - why? Should I always be judge by my friends or relatives or stay here and being respect by many?

I've been here since 2003, met many friends and said bye bye to many friends too. At least, I live happily and layback here. Worries are only the rentals, car and bills but there are no friends to judge you all the time. Can say that if people say things behind your back - it does not come back to you easily unlike in Malaysia.

What if people are westernize attitude or character? I can say to you IT'S NOYB. I've scolded by many friends of mine saying that you are born chinese and born as malaysian. So what if I am one? If I don't have the mind, heart and soul to be one, you can't force me to be one. My parents always said to me that don't forget you are still chinese after all. I'll say yes I know but I don't have to live traditionally - of course, there are some parts of me still have the traditional heart, mind and soul but most of them are westernize ways.

Mind is open but it does not means that my traditional ways as a chinese is gone. Heart is open but it does not means that my vagina is open as public. Soul is open but it does not means that I'm not malaysian just that I like Australia.

Who cares if they are fat or chubby or slim, they goes for liposuction - at least they get to do it for free. If you want to do it, you have to pay for the whole process. It's so expensive that even I don't have the money to do it on my thighs. So what, if the cars are given or own by their whoever. My dad bought me the car. So, I'm already 26 years old and I still have difficulties earning money for my first year of working.

If they want to be vain, you all know better than I do. Sometimes it's not like they are just vain friends or vainatous words but they are still a friend that you all known for years. It's not like as if you know them just YESTERDAY. Let them be because one day they are the ones will realize whether did they do it or not. If they are not vain words from your friends, what are you as a friend more than 5 years understand FRIENDSHIP means?

Know what.... FUCK OFF! Stop bitchy cause you are no greater than anyone. Same goes with me tonight as well. So, I'm going to fuck off....Bye!

~The memory of my piano~

Today I was working from 11am till 9pm. It was a long day but not long that I'm working so many hours now cause my manager said that when I'm tired or not in tune with my mood - I always have complaints just like this morning.

Oh yah, I saw that I was not paid for that that 15 mins cause the client was not happy with the eyelash tint. I haven't complaint and she complained about me not doing it long enough as she doesn't come back to have another eyelash tint for another 6 weeks. For me, she keep on flickering her eyes as she's so sensitive to the touch of the cotton bud. Waste my time, if I know I won't be doing the whole half and hour of Indian head and shoulder massage since SHE WAS LATE. I know... I know... even though clients are always correct but then hey, I'm not paid to wait for you being LATE.

Ok... ok... Back to my original topic!

My last client was an old lady, very slow but nice person. I was so happy cause I thought that I can go back home 15 mins earlier. Guess what, she's SLOWWWWWWW..... and talks alot when doing the facial for the first 10 minutes. Talking and talking and talking, I can't even remove her lipstick on her lips cause she was talking. I was like... ARHRRHRHRHRHRHhhh! Shut up for a while and let me do the removal and I want to go back home early.

While, things got too intense until we were talking about music. She plays organ for church, funeral, weddings so on and so forth. I'm a piano player and she does play piano too, she has a grand piano that was with her for 20 years and she wants to sell it off cause she got a small house by herself that is under mortgage. Anyway, we were talking about piano and I was so emotional talking about my piano that I nearly cried because I really love my piano.

My piano was like my friend, that I share my frustation, anger, happiness, craziness, mood swing and many more. Without it, I don't know where my emotions go to just like since I left home from 2000. But at least when I was in Penang college, I got to play piano once in awhile. I have friends over here that owns the piano and when I said can I play... they were like aiya, don't be a DRAMA QUEEN, what's so great of touching a piano for.

They who do not own an instrument do not understand the love and passion for the sound to come out from THE instrument. It was a tune that makes the world light up that changes the whole environment. Oh yes, it was my light when I was down. It was my friend when I need one. It was like my mother when I need it to talk to me. It was like my father that understands my heart and support me through the tough times. It was like my baby cause I got an instrument to care for and cherish for long. It was like my lover cause I know I can relly on it. It was like my every thing in this world.

This is how my love goes to my beloved piano that was sold when I was 18 years old preparing to go out of the house and be a young adult that does not have to get support by it anymore. I was forced to sell and not willing to be as my parents do not want to have burden with it anyore. I cried over the week and cried even more when the seller came to buy the piano and remove it from my home. That time my beloved baby was gone physically for good.

I wonder where did it go to and does that little girl or boy takes good care of it. I wonder how my beloved piano was treated cause I treat my piano like a princess. My parents bought it when we were still living in West Malaysia and shipped it all the way to Sabah - East Malaysia. Eventually, that piano does cost more than any of my belongings.

Yes, tears were coming down when I tried to hide it so that my client cannot sees it. My last client connected me with my long lost instrument and I'm glad that she reminded me the old memory that buried in my heart for a long time and get to share with someone that enjoys the instrument and the beautiful sound that we made to be beautiful to other people.

I was a young pianist, I was a church pianist, I was a piano teacher to some friends and kids, I was who I was back then with the love of music.

~I wish, I hope and I want~

I wish: -

*not being me
*being smart
*good career
*good life

I hope: -

*earn more money
*buy more clothings, shoes and accesories
*get to travel while working
*to study what I want to study

I want: -

*a big family that lives in the same street
*a companion but scared to have one cause of FAILure
*a house that is nicely decorated by me simple and nice
*my baby boy to live with me forever cause I love him so much

~Question to ask or not to ask~

Do you notice sometimes you feel like asking a particular question to assure yourself and tends not to ask at all cause you don't want to know the answer but then you still want to know as you are just eager to know the answer.

I have it all the time but sometimes it's better not to ask cause I can keep the things that I like and I don't have to know the bad answer cause things might change. It is good to know the answer as I don't have to bang my head to the wall every time but if I don't have the answer, I don't have to bang my head to the wall cause I can just happily be where I am.

Is it because I'm scared of asking? Yes, I am. I don't want to ask but I want people to ask me. People says that if you leave alone, it's normal that you keep things to yourself and not tell anyone and then your brain just go wacko! It's true sometimes but I still tend to tell people if I want and can or else I'll just type it here, since not many people read my bloggy. As it's mostly crapazzzz.... If I keep quiet too long and it's not like me usually, I might be thinking of something or there are something that happens to me, ask me questions and I'll slowly pour out to you within 3 hours. I won't say all the things out at once, just take some times for me to bring everything out and the last one is always the main problems.

I've plans for the questions but then just LET IT BE... it's like the moto that I have up there. That's why I'll stay my own moto. Come as it is - you will not know where you are going to be and who you will be meeting.

...Emotional distress...

Well, well, well, I finally have the so-called emotional distress for my freaking last semester. I'm crazy over the last assignment. Freaking freak me out cause I tend to want to finish off this freaking crazy last semester which I have the freaking last Theory assignment to do.

Ok, I better stop saying this freaking word. Anyway, I can't swear and that's the rules. Freaking stressing me out now cause I so damn freaking unbelievable don't know what to say at all. Just to bla whatever things that come across my mind.

So, I kind of have this emotional distress and it's killing me especially my appetite. I just can't finish food now a day and I don't feel like eating meat. Which I ended up don't feel like eating rice or noodles. I don't want to eat any snacks cause it's freaking not nice for me to bite. I just don't feel like eating anything but drink drinks - not alcohol cause me can't drink at this moment of time. I better don't get drunk on the 14th Nov night as well, cause I have to catch my plane back to M'sia at 3pm. Eh, I freaking never get drunk before. I wonder how I will be like if I get drunk but then I also don't dare, hahaha.... Weaky cat is what I can say about me now!

Freaking FCUK! Anyway, I LOVE FCUK, Okay? Don't say that I use the FCUK word all the time means that I don't like FCUK. Can't remember how one of my OZ friend pronounce the FCUK word. It's kinda cool and no one has ever pronounce it that way except her. Didn't see her at all today cause I came late to uni. Hehehe...

Anyway, I feel so sick and I can't sleep nicely these few nights. Hey, people how's the soccer match going on?

...Relationship...

This word has not been really in my mind for a long time. It's high time for me to think about it. Now, am in the final semester. I actually have a little bit of heart to think about this word. Not that much actually, it's still 30%. Any one in my mind, yupe! Any one that I want to be, not really! Ouch.. that might be a difficult situation for me. Cause I don't know what I really want.

I do believe in one thing though. When two people are really in love, it is always hard for them to be together. I really believe in this cause I have few situations that always ended up not being with him. Why it stops me from doing that? Or why it stops him from doing that as well?

I asked my brother and he said to me, "It is not wrong, as long as you know what you are doing." At least, my brother is happy as he lastly got a steady girlfriend. Cross my fingers seriously, fed-up with him changing girlfriends so many years. Hrmmm... no idea how long they have been together but I'll be going back to see her end of the year. Oh my goodness, she's one year younger than me. I don't want la... Since I have to call her sister-in-law, I prefer she to be older. Cause I like having a big sister taking care of me. No need to worry so much of housework. Hehehe.. Am just lazy bugger. Since it's my brother's house, why I have to clean his place when his not having holidays.

Hey, ain't I suppose to talk about myself.. How come ended up talking about my brother. This is not about his problem but it's about me. Hehehe.. Next, what I need to talk about? Let me think.

Lazy already. Don't want to talk about it. No use also. If it comes, it will come. If it doesn't come, it just won't come.

Come as it is and I will not know.Come as it is not and I will not know.Might as well just let it come or not to come.

...Sad / Happy Day?...

You know? Life can be sad and life can be happy..

What's mine? Both in the same day, I guess..

Today is the Mooncake festival and of course we have dinner in my friend's house. Which we kind of call his (James) house as the "Gathering House". It is cool as we have gethering on and off each semester. This is a convenient place to hang out. James and his wife bought the house not long and it's kind of cosy. We are suppose to have BBQ outside of his house, guess what? It rains and we have to eat in which we have a Tawainese student to cook for us. Hehhe.. James has a pool but then I'm going back end of the year. Can't go for a swim in his house at all. Well, it's spring.. I might find a day to see whether the water is clean to swim or not. Don't want to swim with the ducks. Ok.. That's a happy half day!

Before the dinner, I got a call from my landlady saying that his husband (Landlord of mine) passed away recently. The course of the death, no idea which she is waiting for the report to come out. Of course, she is going to be alone with her last daughter that lives with her. My house has to sell it off and I have to find another damn house in 4th time of 2 years in a role. Can't believe I can be so crazy moving house before I go home this year. Can't settle properly... Oh! My hope is to get my Permanent Residence confirmed and I'll buy a house over here. You know? I don't feel like going home at all but for my family over there in Malaysia. I actually want to stay put here another year and go back next year but I have an emergency call. Just have to go back soon when I'm done with my studies here. Hope that I won't fail which is my final semester. Don't want to study this anymore, I want to start my Postgraduate (Masters) to study Public Relations. This is for my parents' sake as they want me to study some thing that is more professional. I think I have to go back Malaysia and to get some books to study before I actually start. I don't like theory but for my parents' sake... Why Not? Ok.. that is a bad thing.

Overall, what do you think? Am I having a sad or happy day?

...Day Light?...

Is it day or night at this time of mine?

I am here sitting down on my comfortable chair with a huge Ikea study table. Cannot say that I'm not comfy but I am satisfied with the whole lotz of things that I have right here.

Doing my research for my assignment while playing games at the same time. A huge window just right beside me, I felt that it is day light, some time near sun rise moment. I can feel and see that the sun is coming out. I can also see the shape of the leaves clearer and clearer each seconds when the clock ticks. I can feel the air is cold and fresh in the early morning.

Is it just a feeling that I have or is it real?

...I wonder...

I wonder whether I wrote any thing yesterday. I think I have but I can't remember any thing at all. Funny how my mind did not work for the last two days and I ended being a blur case person. Anyway, waiting for class to come and hope that I will have fun in it.

Have a theory assignment 2 that I need to worry about as I havev't got a group yet as it's going to be due on 24th Sept 2004. Yupe, three more weeks to go or two weeks to go. I don't even know what week am I in at the moment. I know I have to come to uni until early Nov. Then we have a major screening to do on the 14th Sept 2004 for our final year major project in the Astor Theatre which is one of the Melbourne's old theatre/cinema. Of course, it's not a free entrance and I have no idea whether we need to pay for that or not since it's our project. We will be having after party and I have no idea whether am going for that or not. So boring and lazy to go and chit chat with people since it's going to be the end of the uni life with them.

Am going to study Masters that's for sure but then I'm majoring PR next year. Hope that I can survive myself in the exams. Can't believe that I'll ended up with the theory again....! Major headache for me.

It's funny today as I came in to the DUSA office to ask for something. Every staff was there at the counter and one of the guy asked whether am I Miss Tan? I was shocked as how does he knows me.. Anyway, he told me that he read the policy statements of the students going for elections. Then, I got happy with it at least there are people coming to DUSA and read the policy statements of every students. Good on them.. which is a good way to promote every one as well. hahaa..

Vote for me ya.. I'm going in for the Campus International Rep (Burwood Campus)....---- Tell your friends who is Deakin International Students. I better chao and ready for class. I'm in the DUSA office using the computer as there is no one here. Peacefullllllllllllll

...Happy or Sad...

I met up with a classmate of mine from last semester in the Dance Video subject. She's funny with the mind of a kiddo ballerina. I wonder is it all ballerinas are like that when they grow up? Anyway, she chat with me and she thought that I forgotten about her as I was trying to pull my brain together to tell her something important. I ended up telling her bits and pieces from my crazy english language but she understands what I wanted to say. At least, this kiddo ballerina mind is not so bad to hang out with.

Before the conversation starts, she asked me whether I know about her happy news. I was blur blur cz I didn't see her for a long time after the Dance Video subject. Then, she told me that she's ENGAGED in the mid-year holiday. Guess what! I saw the small diamond ring which is a proposal ring. I just looked at the ring, didn't touch her hand at all. I guess she will be quite sad as I was so stuined without words.

Not that am not happy to hear the news but I just lost one the co-worker over the weekend. Michelle's case is still in mind until now. Am alright but then loosing a person is a deep depression for me. Even though, I don't really know her but it's a life that God has given. I don't know what to say and I asked my classmate how did it happen to continue my little stuined look. Don't want to disappoint her at all.

Now, I wonder why people can get so sad when loosing a soul. Why people can get so happy when they get marry. I wonder why am I thinking of these questions... Just know that I can't be happy to hear happier news these days as Michelle's case is still in my mind. Better don't think of anything negatives which I don't want any thing to effect my study or volunteering work. Got ta go...

...boring time...

Just finished up the OSHC forum. Guess what, I have been with them until 2.30pm as I brought them to the Multicultural Day & Night meeting with me to talk to the International Representatives. Not bad, ay? Introduce them some important people in Deakin University.
I have to help them up with the Adelaide base. Which I have less friends over there but then I have relatives who are working and deals with International Students. Why now? I have the access to it. Hahaa.

So, 10 mins away from Lecture. I just have to walk for less than 3 mins to the building right next to this building B where am now sitting here typing this crap. So boring, didn't get to for city today as it was damn late for me to meet up any office people before 5pm. My car broke down and have to catch a tram. Which takes me 45 mins to be in city and few mins away to the actual place I need to go. By the time, I arrive there. People will be leaving the office and head home.

Have to really get this done by tomorrow or else I'll die die not marks for my this assignment. Ok.. I'm getting bored to write this journal too. Don't think I'll write anything tonight since it's going to be another boring lecture. Hai... Why I have to take theory for my last semester. Can't enjoy it at all. I should drink milk, didn't drink it today. Feel dizzzy....

Can't understand what people talking as well. Tried to concentrate lotz. At least, I also don't know what I was talking but then I know I kept on repeating the same old things. Get to argue as well but have no idea what I was saying. Know what I have to do as I keep on straining my brain to understand what I have to do.

Ok... Better go now. Can't sign my attendance earlier. Then can chao home already. Byeeeeeeeee.....

...Good weather...

I have not been writting any crap for the last 3 days. Just getting lazy each day. Haven't do my assignment which I have to hand it in by this Friday. Well, the tutor is alright with the 1st assessment as most of the students can't find the interviewees. So, he gave us reasonable dates to hand in. Oh gosh... I need to go down city and do my assignment or else my tutor might call the interviewee if I just crap it out. Not gonna do that as it's not very good since my tutor looking forward to see my assessment. I'm in a doom day soon.

Well, I have a nice sunny walk for the last 2 days and today as well. My son got to do major exercise running and walking around the park and streets as well. Now his sleeping since I didn't play with him as I'm writting the journal now. Trying to make him tired these days as he won't be so active at home. You know what.. that bugger can't get any rest at all. I think I will keep him awake and he'll leave me alone early in the morning for a good morning sleep. Hahaha... Just lazy to get up early in the morning. Since it's going to be spring and summer. I don't think I can sleep more than usual in winter. So long and farewell, dear winter. I'm looking forward to meet you next year.

So, how have you guys and gals been doing? Either you get to play all night long or you are busy with assignments or you might be busy working until you need to bang your head to the wall next to you now. For me, election is coming up and I have prepare most of my stuff. Done the poster design which is easy to identify. Since DUSA is going to give free 100 copies of B&W A4 size for me. Why not use this thing and I didn't use it last year as I was just plain lazy to design and no good photo as well.

Nothing much happening these days since the funeral. All is going as plain as grass. No flowering and birds chirping in Deakin university or in my life at the moment. Hrmm... might as well find some place to go especially to Dandenong. Need to go there soon or else some of my friends are going off or to continur their postgraduate in another university. Sad..... me miss them.

Havent' touch any books to do some readings. Just lazy to read. I remember last semester, I didn't do much readings. How did I survive and pass all the 4 units. No idea is what I know. Try to get higher marks for my practical and get pass for the theories. I dislike doing theories. I don't understand how to enjoy theories. I don't even do readings for studies.. And yet I still survive. Incrediblemo..!

Oh well, Olympiad is doing well each other. After the swimming contests, I don't really watch much of it. Nothing is interesting actually, most of the competitions that I like are when I'm asleep. Then, I don't wake up early in the morning to watch the highlight since I have things to do in the afternoon. I sleep most of the nights till late morning. Hey.. I get to sleep early last night at 2am. Hahaha. Better than I don't get a good sleep at all for the past few nights.

I remembered one of my friend, Julia invited me to go to her house and watch movie since I can't sleep. But then I seriously lazy to go even though she drive me to her house which is only 2 streets away from my home. HHhaaaa.. This is seriously call LAZY AD. Really 'THANK YOU' very much, Julia. Next time..

Oh yah, I went to your home just now. No one is in as I knocked the door once. Your car is not there and I just went back home after a long walk with my son. Auntie, you are sick, ok? Don't keep on going out especially at night. It's cold at night, wear warmer at night. Always so sexy and fashion, see also can't stand it. Hhahaa... Just joking! Anyway, will see ya when I have time. Just that save money don't want to call you. Ask you change to Optus you don't want, Ching Ching also can't talk to you long since yours are Orange. So expensive to call you...

Ok, better chao. Me hungry. Hrmm.. I think I should go shower, since I have a long walk. I didn't sweat but then feel so pathetic dry in me. Hehehe... Maybe cz of the dry air today. Have fun with your work and assignments, MATE!

...crappy day...

I am so damn tired until I didn't write anything for the last few days. Today is the worst day as I'm seriously tired le. No kidding.. good thing I don't have boyfriend here, or else I'll die. Have to take care of him, my son, my house, uni election, club, assignments, people, life, food, job (if I have), car, and other crazy stuff that you can thing of.

Anyway, can't believe that one of our group member didn't turn up for the meeting. He was the person who asked me when I have time to do group meeting. I said today I can do group meeting. What happen? Every one is not happy with him. One of the Aussie guy that was working with him last semester said that he is the best person that he has never work with. Now, ended up that every one is screwing him especially me. What can you say? You know, I'll damn screw you hard if you do stupid stuff to me.. Don't play play... Singapore is the best to eat people up now. Hahaha.. OKok.. Singapore is really good place to hang out cz got PCK. Eh.. they said got new version le. I MISSED PCK show.

So, let me bla bla bla my thing first. Then I talk more rubbish.. Don't I always talk rubbish and ended up I have no idea what the hack am I talking. Nevermind, as long as no one understand it.. Hahahhaa..

Ok. we have the meeting with the remaining member and we have no idea what to do as well. We got so many darn Qs to ask the lecturer. None of them are in the office. Weird when all are gone which is after lunch time. See how much they got paid and how long they stay in uni. That's so amazing..

Well, got a phone call from my parents who are at the new house in KL. Where's that.. near the Kelana Putera & Puteri area. What's the house add? No Idea.. ahaha.. Anyway, am not going back for summer. What to do? Find a job lo. What can I say? Earn summer money and don't know what can I spend in it. Hahaha..

Where was I? OH yah.... Skipped my lecture at 5pm as I was doing my editing for the Personal Statement (Digital Filmmaking) which I have to hand it up tomorrow. Hahaha.. Good thing at least I finished day earlier. Have never done that before in my life since I start studying. This is the first time I can finish it so early.

Until 8pm, went to the Gym as my have booked a gym for my club to play soccer or basket. I was there for half an hour to play basketball. Turn my head around a bit. Or else I'll go crazy soon. Since every one has been yanking at me for so many things. I'll die soon.

Went home after that quickly have my dinner.. So hungry. Ate the leftover fried rice this afternoon and asked my housemate to help me cook one packet of instant noodles. Ehh.. It's winter and I walked home with the huge metal suitcase of camera inside leh.. Have to let me eat more mar.. Since I don't gain so much, right?

Then, got mobile calls all the way until just now. My parents called me. Then, I can rest and talked to them as well. Didn't watch the Olympiad Games these days as there are nothing going on much. Nothing that really interest me..

That's all for these few days. Till the next time I bla bla bla about the updated crazy stuff of my dear life here. Bbbyeeee..